As I was praying this morning, the Lord convicted me. As we said in our study on the book Fearless, fear itself is not a sin but it can and usually does lead to sin. I did not realize how much sin my anxiety was the leader of in my life. I have had angry outbursts and have been an awful control freak. I have been asking God to help me with these things, and now He has helped me realize the root of the problem.I am greatful to Him and can't believe I did not see it myself. Now it is time for me to work harder at laying it down on Him and stepping outside of my comfort zone so God can work His miracles once again. Blessed be His name!!
God pulled me from a pit of adultery, drugs, and selfishness to a faithful, God~fearing, giving wife. Now it is time for me to let Him mature me and help me to completely let go and give it ALL to Him. I am so controlling of my husband. Now I know it is from my anxiety~what if he is unfaithful ? What if he grows tired of my problems and weariness and leaves? What if...? I , without realizing at the moment, try to control my friends and sometimes me co~workers and my mood becomes unstable when things don't go my way because_____might happen if we don't do things this way...
It is time to learn to give it to God~He does not make mistakes. Look how far He has gotten me already~ :)
Fear not~"For God has not given us a spirit of fear"~ @ Tim 1:7
God bless you all!
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